consciousness nest

i talk about myself too much

This blog seems to be becoming a journal of my thoughts that I'm unwilling to confront in any other venue, so I guess I'll continue that theme.

To keep a long story short: I'm spiralling, and it's not sustainable. I need to make some changes, fast, or I will end up in a hole that I don't think I'll be able to dig myself out of.

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I've always had a love-hate relationship with microblogging. I first approached Twitter in 2011 and kinda, used it on-and-off under various identities until January 2018 at which point I pulled myself away for mental health reasons.

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This blogpost is more of a rant to get my thoughts in order. There's nothing really new or groundbreaking in here, just the same words I've turned over in my head a million times over. There are mentions of violent transphobia. Feel free to skip this one.

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In the previous installment of this ramble, I alluded to the intention to write a different post: this is that.

It's hard to be an insomniac in Edinburgh.

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I will be the first to admit, I have a chronic inability to sleep properly. It's been a problem for as long as I can remember, with the very worst of it occuring in my mid-teens when I was also struggling in school, and had very little reason to get out of bed in the morning.

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It's winter and time for my seemingly annual blog platform rotation.

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